Filed: The Beginning
The Reckoning didn’t start as an album.
It started as a whisper.
A word that kept showing up in my songs, in my thoughts, in my dreams.
At first, I didn’t understand what it wanted from me.
I just knew it wasn’t going away.

Then I found her story. My third great-grandmother.
A woman who was involuntarily committed to Dorothea Dix Hospital in the early 1900s.
They called it melancholia back then.
She was likely battling depression.
She died there, from tuberculosis.
Her family didn’t even know she was gone until months later.
Her husband remarried almost immediately.
And she was buried in an unmarked grave.
Her story is just one of countless women silenced, forgotten, and erased from their own stories.
That’s when I realized The Reckoning wasn’t just a word.
It was a haunting.
It was her voice… the one history took away.
When I began writing The Reckoning, I thought it was just a song.
But it fought me every step of the way.
Every verse demanded honesty.
Every line dragged something into the light that I hadn’t wanted to face.
And somewhere in that struggle, I understood:
this wasn’t a song anymore. It was a world.
A world where women like her don’t stay quiet.
Where the ghosts don’t just linger, they speak.
Where every wrong buried under polite silence finally has a witness.
In The Reckoning, my ancestor is no longer a victim of the system that killed her.
She’s the spirit of it. She’s its judge, its jury, its executioner.
She is what rises when truth can’t be buried anymore.
Over time, that world grew.
It bled into every story, every lyric, every letter I wrote.
It became a place where art, justice, and ghosts coexist. A place where I could process not only her pain but my own.
The Reckoning is a world built from truth, myth, and memory. It’s part Southern Gothic, part divine revenge, part healing.
And if you’ve ever been silenced, underestimated, or written out of your own story, there’s a place for you here, too.
Welcome to The Reckoning.
See you in the smoke, darlings.

